So, I’ve been asked why I don’t have a boyfriend and when will I get one? I don’t know when I will. All I know is I would like to be happy with someone that I can see my life with. I felt this way once, but he found someone to make him happier and that’s fine. I will always love him no matter what and we will always be good friends. Anyways, I was taught to focus on school and get my career going and when it becomes successful then I can think about having a family with someone I love. I look up to my grandma and mom. My grandma took care of 5 kids on her own after my grandpa died when my mom was 9 years old. They all became pretty successful and smart. My mom has 2 kids, which are my brothers and she raised them after her first husband ran off with other females. So when I think of me having a family, I don’t see myself with anyone. Maybe you’re right, maybe I haven’t met the right one yet. I go on social media and all I see are girls that I knew or knew of and they are pregnant or already have kids or getting married. I don’t know what I did wrong for me to be there yet, but I don’t plan on being by myself forever! I’m slipping into my old ways and it took me a while to control that side of me. There’s a guy who used to like me and then he realized I wasn’t the one for him. Later on, I guess I’ve changed and he asked me what we were. Honestly, it scared me, because no offense, but I think of you as a friend, someone to hang out with and joke around. There’s another guy that I was dating and he just gets annoying and I have a very high temper, so everything he says or does, just makes me what to not be around him. I lost all feelings for people, and I don’t know how to gain it back. Guys can be a little sneaky and I hate that, but I always know when a guy is into me or not. It sucks that I let go easily, but I guess that’s one thing I have to change about myself.